At 29, Life Hates Me (Self pity)

8 Jun
2009

Emo railroad

Today, I went out with only 12.35 in my pocket.

Paid the jeep 7 pesos, went down at Puregold.

They have no ATM machines.

I walked west to Allied Bank. Machine offline.

Walked back east, past Puregold onto Budgetlane.

They have no ATM machines.

Guard tells me there’s an RCBC further west.

I move forward, almost getting hit by a car.

My flip flops snap.

Finally, an ATM.

Got some cash. I need to replace my flip flops.

Went further west to Mercury Drug. No flip flops here.

It starts to drizzle.

Went back east to Budgetlane.

Their flip flops are no good.

Bad day. I’m going home.

I walk back to Puregold to get a ride.

It starts to pour.

I get rained on.

Home at last.

Almost 29 and life hates me.

I haven’t really accomplished anything.

My parents do not understand me.

I lost my business.

I lost my car.

I have no friends.

Nobody loves me.

I am alone.

This is my life, I did this to myself.

Advanced happy birthday to me.

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4 Responses to At 29, Life Hates Me (Self pity)

yatot

June 8th, 2009 at 5:44 pm

im so sorry for what happened to you (for losing your business and your car) but still… your birthday is coming… so stop pitying yourself… there’s still… you had another year… why not live some more years to live, right? happy birthday to you, blogger friend…

yatot’s last blog post..Judy Ann Santos and Ryan Agoncillo are now happily married! Yey!

JamesD

June 11th, 2009 at 9:06 pm

Thanks for the useful info. It’s so interesting

Yep.

June 28th, 2009 at 11:09 am

I’m right there with you. But, instead of “people don’t understand me” I have “every opportunity I carve out for myself blows up in my face.” Every single one. Tonight pretty much took the cake.

Fuck the unsympathetic. Seriously. I feel like beating the shit out of someone, right now.

JamesD looks appropriately sarcastic.

God, if only the internet was less anonymous, I’d bruise my knuckles on some smarmy prick’s face.

Yeyey

July 27th, 2009 at 2:27 pm

i’m 30.. and i too have a 1 sided love affair with Life.. :(

But i’m a stubborn optimist. i have my eyes fixed on the good things no matter how small and trivial.. for my own sanity and survival.

Sorry about your fipflops…

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